people say it gets better. people lie.

female / 4teen / we drink about it smoke about it but don´t talk about it - mein blog ist durcheinander, weil ich es auch bin

masqverades:

do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.